This is one of my last posts. I will be wrapping the blog sometime in February. Well , I have decided to leave the Street in the coming month. I have become a little weary, and as much as I try to convince
myself otherwise I have reached my peak and can only start going down. There are no quitting ceremonies. For the next two weeks or less I will continue going to work then one day fail to turn up. I stay for a week a month and more. The girls will start spreading rumors of what could probably have happened to me, and quickly I will be forgotten, after all I am not among the most charismatic on the Street. And while my name is being erased from the Street so will it be deleted from your brains. As I fade from your memories I will be struggling with myself not to succumb to the devilish but exciting lure of the Street.
I am not sure what happens next. How I earn my living and all. I might take a long break out of the city, repackage myself, and come back to explore other things. Age is catching up with me and it’s time I tried
to live more of my dreams. Well, forget the brand building. I am not going to a higher level in the sex industry, despite having enough of the right contacts, experience, and street brain to become a big time pimp.
On the other hand, I am not quitting on moral grounds. I am not going to spend the rest of my life saying my years on the street were wasted. Or trying to ‘reform’. I am quitting more out of fatigue and the need to change direction, or, like they say in corporate speak, “to pursue other interests.”
I once toyed with the idea of stopping writing the blog without giving the readers notice, but then that would be a bit rude. So I will make a few posts within the next month, and when the last of the last comes, declare so. I think it will come very, very soon.
There is so much I could write about from my experiences; there are posts here that could have epilogues, and maybe which could sound better with more vivid descriptions, etc. Perhaps one day when I have the
will and resources, I will write up a proper book. Ideally, that would have been the best way to wrap this up, but then the ideal more often than not eludes me. The blog will remain here. And maybe once in a while I will pass by to document any interesting development related to my struggle to shake off the street. But I doubt there will be anything interesting.
There are so many loose ends related to the blog and my interaction with it, and those I hope to tie up in the next few weeks, if not days. Tomorrow I answer questions I have been asked through the Ask Me section. Wow! The end is near, and the countdown has begun. There is no turning back now.
On a different note, as part of my send-off package, I will be accepting ads below each and every post. Ads, which can start running immediately and be here until the blog dies. I am removing all the old ads. This is for anyone who would be interested and courageous enough. I have no set price, so just say how much you wish to pay and I will consider. Not too much and not too little.
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